What is my life

So, just wanting to tell you guys a story that happened to me on Monday and then today that relates to each other. It starts with something that I have been hiding from all my friends and family, which is the fact that I own a soundcloud account and I used to upload covers. For your information, I did that because I was bored and covering songs were in at that time and I feel like doing it.

Let me give you a rough dialogue of what happened on Monday. This happened on the morning class (9-11am) and we were having a 10-minute break. My friends who were sitting at both of my sides started talking to each other, which is why I leaned back so they could talk. This is what they talked about while I was trying to not fall asleep in the morning.
A    : "Hey, H! Did you know that there's someone named Janet on Soundcloud?"
H    : "Really?"
Me  : (I was trying to act cool, but my heart did skipped a beat. I ignored them thinking that I really shouldn't flatter myself)
A    : "I heard she's a student in UCL as well!"
H    : "Oh yeah, I heard of her!"
Me  : "... fuck" (this is when I realised I'm doomed)
A    : "Her first song was a korean song, wasn't it? And she also sung blackbird!"
H    : "It was good, wasn't it?"
Me  : "..."
Me  : "H-how did you?! HOW?!"
Me  : "Oh fuck it. fuck fuck fuck fuck. That was supposed to be a secret!"
H    : "Why didn't you tell us? It was from last year, since our foundation year! How could you, we've been friends for a year and you didn't tell me about it then!"
Me  : (mind blown, too much thoughts running through, face is heating up)

So basically... they asked me why I never talked about it. Of course I never talked about it, it was embarrassing and was part of my life that I rather bury forever until my death.

And then earlier today...
M   : "Hey, did you receive an email about the workshop for the live music society?"
H    : *goes through her email, joked about how the guy who sends the email might not want her to join because her performance was bad but finally found the email* "Is this one it?"
Me : "The live music society sounds nice, it looks fun... I might be interested, do they still let people join at this time?"
H    : "You should join! You should! You sing!"
Me : "Ssh!"
M   : *she's giving me the stink eye here* "You sing? You sing!? I'll kill you for this!"
H   : "She does, she has a soundcloud!"
Me : *desperately trying to hush H*
M  : "Soundcloud?! I'll kill you, you never told me!"
H   : "She does, it's nice! She sung A Thousand Years!"
M  : "I like that song! Next time we'll do a duet with me on the piano and you singing!"
Me : "No... nonononononononononono"

That's it. My life has officially turned haywire. My secret is out, I am doomed.